KETIKA HIDUP BERBICARA

Selasa, Mei 10, 2011

Lari dan Bersembunyi

Begitu banyak hal yang hilir mudik di atas kepalaku.
Entah yang mana yang harus kupikirkan, harus kujalankan, harus kulakukan.
Semua seolah benar.
Semua seolah memaksaku untuk bertahan.

Tapi hufff..
BERAT..
Dan tak sepatah katapun bisa jadi kekuatan.

Kala mimpi tak seindah kenyataan.
Masih haruskah aku berjalan.
Berjalan walau tertatih.
Berharap walau terkadang sakit.

Hoho...
Kenapa harus ada saat-saat seperti ini?
Saat dimana aku berusaha untuk berjalan dengan tegak.
Tapi aku harus tertunduk karena takut dan keresahan yang terus melanda.

...

Rabu, Februari 09, 2011

Lagi.. Ketika Hidup Berbicara...

Lama sudah aku tidak menuliskan apapun disini.
Ada begitu banyak kisah manis, sedih, indah, suram yang terjadi.
Tapi tak satu pun menyurutkan semangatku untuk terus melanjutkan hidup.
Walau terkadang kegentaran begitu terasa menyiksa.

Minggu-minggu terakhir ini, ada warna baru di kantor kami.
Seorang Bapak masuk kerja dan ada-ada saja kejadian yang terjadi di rumahnya.
Bukan sesuatu yang menyeramkan, tapi sesuatu yang menggelikan.

Misalnya beberapa hari yang lalu.
Anaknya yang sulung bertelepon hanya untuk memberi tahu kalau dia jatuh, masuk ke got, dan sakit.
Terdengar suara tangis, tapi si anak bisa tenang mendengar suara papa dan mamanya yang terdengar manis dan care padanya.

Hari ini, si bungsu bertelepon, dan yang terdengar adalah suara jeritan yang sangat kencang (terdengar dari mejaku).
Dia sedih karena harus minum susu.
Dia mengancam ibunya, dan berharap papanya segera pulang, supaya bisa memarahi mama yang terus memaksanya minum susu.

Huhuhu..
Manisnya..
Membuatku jadi rinduu..
Huhuhhuhuhu..
Si cengeng kembali beraksi..
:D

"What a wonderful world"

Senin, Juli 19, 2010

Harus Memilih

Apa yang harus kulakukan hari ini?
Apa yang harus jadi pilihanku?
Apa yang harus kuceritakan?
Apa yang harus kutempuh?

Selasa, Juni 08, 2010

Wedding Song - Slow song By James Ingram

Looking out, I see
And I know just how much
You're a part of me

I see you and I together in life
So there's nothing I wouldn't do
To make you my wife

(CHORUS)
Won't you give me forever
To show all of the love
I have here for you
And if you give me
My reason for living
To love you, I love you, I do

With this ring
I'm bound and I promise
I'll never let you down

To family and friends
And the Lord up above
I swear I'll be true to you
And give you my love

(CHORUS)
Won't you give me forever
To show all of the love
I have here for you
And if you give me
My reason for living
To love you, I love you, I do

Oh, baby, I'll love you
Forever and forever
Oh, I do, oh

Won't you give me forever
To show all of the
Love I have for you
All the love I
Have for you, baby

And if you give me
My reason for living
To love you, I love you, I do To love you, I love you, I do To love you, I love you, I do

Rabu, Mei 19, 2010

Di sisa-sisa kekuatanku...

Kau datang dan pergi sesuka hatimu..
Sekarang kau datang hanya mengoyak-ngoyak dan membuka lagi setiap jahitan luka yang hampir sembuh.
Mau sampai kapan??

Ketika luka itu mulai terobati dan mulai tegak berjalan dengan satu warna yang baru...
Kau datang dengan satu warna yang baru dan membuat aku bimbang menapakkan langkahku...

Apa sich maksudmu..
Jangan siksa aku dengan cara yang begini..
Aku gak tahan...

Kalau memang tak ada masa depan buat kita..
Pergilah..
Jalanilah hidupmu...
Kujalani hidupku...

Jangan sampai ada yang tersakiti..
Aku gak mau..
Aku gak mau..

Tapi kenapa aku jadi ragu....

Hffffffffff...............

Gak jelas.......................................

Senin, Maret 29, 2010

Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi

Ku sadari kesalahan ini
Yang membuat segalanya gelap jadinya
Ooh kasihku
Kuharap kau mau memaafkan
Menerima pengakuanku
Jangan kau diam lagi
Ku tak sanggup menahan
Bicaralah kau sayang
Jiwa ini tak tenang

Reff :
Cinta jangan kau pergi
Tinggalkan diriku sendiri
Cinta jangan kau lari
Apalah arti hidup ini
Tanpa cinta dan kasih sayang

Ooh kasihku
Ku harap kau mau memaafkan
Menerima pengakuanku
Jangan kau diam lagi
Ku tak sanggup menahan
Bicaralah kau sayang
Jiwa ini tak tenang

Back to Reff

Uhh..uhh...
Cinta jangan kau pergi... huu...
Tinggalkan diriku sendiri
Cinta jangan kau lari
Apalah arti hidup ini
Tanpa cinta dan kasih sayang (2x)

No words to say....

Jumat, Maret 19, 2010

Berhenti sejenak

Jangan pernah cari aku ada dimana.
Jangan pernah tanya aku ada dimana.
Aku akan diam untuk sementara.
Sampai semuanya tersingkap apa adanya.

Menjaga Hati

Yovie & The Nuno - Menjaga Hati

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
cinta tak di sini lagi
kau tlah berpaling

reff:
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meski ku lihat kini
kau di seberang sana

repeat reff

andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri
menjaga hati

repeat reff [3x]

sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

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